Camblogia #1: Fear of the Unknown

Hey Y'all,

First things first, I have never blogged in my life. Writing (and more specifically spelling) has never been incredibly enjoyable for me, so constructive criticism is welcome. I've been told writing out my thoughts and feelings is beneficial so here goes nothing.

I leave for my adventure in two days, TWO DAYS. Is it believable that I've completed my packing! Well it shouldn't be because I am not. I bet Target will be graced by my presence a few more times. What if I forget something crucial, what if my suitcase weighs to much, what if... what if... etc. Don't get me wrong, I am beyond excited for this next step, but I'd be lying if I were to say I wasn't a tad bit apprehensive. Okay, maybe I'm decently nervous, the funny thing is I don't know what to be nervous about! I have absolutely no idea what I am getting myself into, I have no idea what challenges I will encounter and I don't even know what I've already forgot to pack. I am going to be learning a new language, a new culture, developing new relationships, trying new food and simply experiencing a life I have never experienced before.

When friends or family have asked me if I am nervous or scared, I have said yes, of course I am, I know I'm going to miss people back home like crazy, I have absolutely no idea what I am getting myself into. I am also incredibly excited! These next 11 months will fully immerse me in a culture and in a community that is welcoming me into their homes and into their lives. The YAGM mission centers around building relationships with each other. Walking alongside people who may seem different from me is the best way to see how we can work together to make the world a better place.

Okay, first blog completed *air high-five*,

I was playing with some 'audience engagement' ideas, and I think I've come up with one, each blog post will be talking about challenges and how I am trying to work through the problem. Part of the YAGM goal is to learn alongside communities and help break down stereotypes. Every blog I'm going to set out a challenge for YOU (don't groan it will be fun).

First Challenge: Do something that you've always been nervous or scared to do. Please share the experience with me over Facebook or email (Allyssa.Hyde@gmail.com)

Thanks to everyone supporting me on this journey. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, because you'll be in mine,

-Allyssa